eff

what the heck is wrong with me? i feel so much anger. like i'm going to blow up any minute. there is so something wrong with me right now but idk wat. something is totally bothering me deep inside. just so much hatred/anger/rage in me. i hate it.

excuse my languange but fuck! this freaking sucks! its bullshit! i'm back in Davis with my community, with my "family", and yet i have pent up anger in me. its stupid!

i need to spend time with God. i need a quiet time. haha. quiet. something i just need period.